Am really sorry that I am fifteen-n-a half hours late...


But....



HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

Wild at Heart

"Just ask your brother no,Goddammit!"
"I can't..."
"Now what does that suppose to mean,Oindree?"
"Guddu,I can't possibly sit down and type so much."
"Why exactly can't you do that?"
"I just don't visualize myself doing that..."And so it ended.
That was it.
Nothing more was left to be said or done.
She didn't visualize it and that meant it won't happen.
This is one person who has an exceptional foresight.She can't possibly tell you what is going to happen but if she doesn't VISUALIZE something then it rarely happens.Luckily (or unluckily) she visualized me to be her friend.One such friend whom she meets once in a year and at times doesn't talk to for months at a stretch but calls up when she is standing alone in the bus-stand just to say,"Its so damn hot in Kolkata..whats up in Kalyani?"She watches the Moon at night while doing Differential Calculus.She doesn't eat Fuchka from the roadside vendors.She likes Shahrukh Khan and plays the Violin (Oh the way she plays it!).People at restaurant stand up just to get a better look at her when she starts laughing .She keeps the water running in the bathroom so that nobody can hear her sobs,when she cries.She doesn't miss school even for a day ("This is my last year in school...I can't stay without going to school.") She gets angry when people take her Lunch-box away.She thinks that the Moon in Kalyani is brighter than that in Kolkata and she writes....

'Being able to do what you want to do' and names it 'Wild at Heart".

Non-existent...well...Yes...the blog is definitely almost NON-EXISTENT because people somehow do not find it worth writing in...they have their own separate thingy and are actually wearied to even disclose its existence...huh!!

Well now that I've successfully answered back to the earlier post which though had made me feel good to a certain extent,had completely driven me mad by its insolence (Pardon my language...I've been watching too much of old English movies),I can actually start apologising to the readers..that is if we have any.

Actually to tell the truth I really never cared whether we had any reader or not...because I, myself used to read our posts over and over again until I was so well-known to them that I could actually quote from them but times come when one is separated from the very thing which he used to almost live of...and yes, you've certainly guessed correctly...I am definitely talking about myself and if you are wondering why I am using so much of adverbs then ITS MY BLOODY CHOICE and also because I think adverbs bring out my sarcastic and sardonic mood better than much of the many celebrated figures of speech...like conceit or allegory or may be our-very-own Oxymoron.

Now as my dear Better-half has correctly pointed out in her earlier post and many more before it that we hardly have enough readers, I must say that I totally agree. Its indeed very frustrating and, in search of a right term, irritating to know that nobody really cares about your hours of labour but still I would stick to my outrageous ego and say that I give a crocodile's arse to all the people who even after knowing of our existent do not bother to read or check our blog and (may be I'm asking for a bit too much but still...) inspire us to continue writing by urging us to write.

I know we had threatened the Big-bad world and all that but now that we are actually living in it..we understand..rather realize the elaboration of the name...it has got us a bit busy but still we are managing fine...Yes...charmingly good...and you believe it or not... we may be out of sight for a while but we are definitely just around the corner getting our next big thing ready...might take time..but it'll definitely come.

Certainly will.

---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Breathe in...

1

2

3

4

5

... ... ...

breathe out...

slooowwwlllyyyy....

now that feels good...really does.

:)

I'm calmed now.

Now...

Sorry THIS...the outburst was definitely not for you..and you know that I guess...was tired of smiling at people without a reason...had to vent out...Thank you for giving me the scope.

Yours Forever.

For the almost-non-existant blog.
I have forgotten how to play with words therefore i shall just rave and rant.

First reason for anger:
The sudden awakning of the authorities to the pollution in Calcutta and the removal of all public vehicles which have been on the road before 1993.
Dude, agreed that the the pollution level in Cal is very bad and something ought to be done about it. But that definitely doesnt mean that you sack so many people snatch their living away!! This could have been done in phases bringing in replacements slowly, पर नही, अगर हमारे पास इतना दिमाग होता तो आज ये दिन देखना पड़ता!! There are an uncountable number of people who've lost there jobs and and an even more uncountable number of people who will stop getting two square meals a day.

Second reason for anger:
Thereis a bandh (again)in Cal. Or rather something that you can't exactly call a bandh but something on those lines.Subhas Chakroborty passed away yesterday(if you dont know who he is then please get lost-i am in no mood to give explanations.)
Thus the transport system, rather whatever is left of the transport system, of the city has said that "today we shall not drive, today we shall remain at home watch tv, see our kids go hungry for a day and when night falls, have unprotected sex with our wives."
I mean seriously, something's got to give. How is the comman man suppose to survive. How are people suppose to go to their work places and schoools and wherever else they have to go to earn their bread and butter???!!!!

I wish I could punch something right now.
Damnnn!!!!